The mother of the abyss of time

My mother-Mou enters an orchid lady, graduate that year in the 19-year-old senior high school, pass by mutually in person and knew my father.Mother at the age of 20 , she gave up an opportunity of get into the university, married a father and became a women. The ages of the childhood, seldom see the mother once has what facial expression, her facial expression is always leisurely, over there leisurely back, always make the person feel that there huge is vacant. The time waiting me to go to university, for the mother's existence and value, just know to do it again an evaluation.Remember to release from school to be home again, see always at the mother in the kitchen, suddenly take off to ask a way:"Mother, you once read does Nietzsche have no?"The mother say that have no.Ask again:"That uncle originally Hua, Comte and Sa especially?Still have ……these don't you know?"The mother still keeps saying not to know.I am foolish to hope the figure that she turns round but goes to and at that time the regrets doesn't have already felt that mother's ising incredibly such a has no learned person.I am some to get mad and shout toward her:"That you read!"This yell, is throw by the mother toward the oil pan inside of fried a vegetables voice to drown, I returned to room to study, but heard the mother being call:"Have a meal!It is all vegetables that you like today." Before, mother in addition to Southeast Asia outside, haven't yet been to other nations.8 year agos, be father and mother to overcome all difficulties, fly to visit daughter's grandson in Europe with me, is my not filial, give mother's a heart-broken trip.The surprised death of the daughter's grandson, make a father, mother for a night of white hair. On the mother's leg, good bind an invisible tape, the length of that tape, just enough she walks around at the kitchen and the in home.Although the front door locked, the love of her in the mind, make her willingly locked a lifetime by herself.I have been doubt that the mother always thinks that she loves the father's depth better than father to love her degree. Or 9 year agos, the little elder brother's marriage finally completed in a wedding dinner.That day, be the whole field pipe down of time, the father starts make a speech.Mother father wants to say what rubbish, in advance and really don't know, he told pleasingly ground to say some kind of words, end, his topic a turn to say:"I want deeply in the meantime to thank my wife, if isn't her, I can't get these four truly sincere Kens, just proper be of kid, if isn't her, I can't own a happy family ……" be when the father make reference to here, the mother's eye brim over with tears, she stands on the public in front, free to tears torrent.I believe that mother life toil with pay, finally in the father's affirmation to her got all recoveries with pleased pole but the emotional stirrings of Qi. This several days, whenever I in a hurry from outside rush through to go home to have dinner, always foolish hope mother's that hand which takes a lifetime shovel stunned.Be this hands, we this houseperson get up.It be that to round a waist, have never lacked us a meal.Be the women which has a liking for to gradually die to the time, is one a life time her whole life, have no complaint, also don'ted beg any repay ground to hand over to a father is these kids with us. Remember whole life a mother of sorry and ashamed remember with love till that year to study at during the days in the university despised a mother don't understand philosophy dog's-ear fault, I hated and can't now forgive toward her claim in her in front.This present life only one of filial piety, good only add a meal this matter to come up to beg for hard the mother's happiness. Want to say to the mother:The person of real understanding life is her;Real walk through the person of so long road, is her;Real once experienced so many vicissitudes of lifes of, completely explained a loving person with the behavior, is also her.The on the travel in life, the mother is the life-giving depth and the wide degree and there is no a philosophy book can be more more thoughtful than her. Mother mother, at your daughter's in the mind, you are a source, is a love, is the abyss of time. You are also road, the truth and life that we the whole life make track for.